three multiple faces

There is a friend we called pretender. There is also another friend we call a multiple three faces. And there is also a friend who can be your friend but not a friend who you really can be trusted and rely on while you're having trouble.

As today, i do not have any kind of friend that who are really understood and caring of me, this does not include a man in my life, as what i need is a close friend that we can share our secret life or be with in the time we needs someone besides in our next.

Why is so difficult to find someone who really understand of what friendship for between best friend or friend or just be a friend when meeting up. Maybe it is true what people say that there is no one can understand who you are except yourself. There is no other else can comfort your except yourself. Your love once only cam pampered you in time together and intimate romances but he do not understand the feeling of being a pure women.

This is because women are too difficult to understand in what exactly her means for instead of being a quiet man but the more he be quiet and anti-social, the easier we can predict in what is going to happen for today although we do not know what is going on for the next day.

Ahhh...this is what life means and maybe i should try to learn on how to be alone, on how to not to close with girlfriends, on how do not share my secret life with other or someone who always be with you all the while you're carried out your duties everyday.

This is the time i should do something that could be benefit myself and my future husband and my kids too.In the time may come, all i want in my life is to be a good woman, to be as good as my mother i admires and to be a good friend and lover and lovely wife to you, hubby...